Forged, no one is asking you to drop to your knees. I wouldnt even ask you to believe in god. Whats the point? If you don't "find" it through your own volition, then it means nothing. Live your life. If you believe in a just, sometimes cruel God who does things to us and through us with no questions, then you will act accordingly. If you don't believe in god, that doesn't mean you are evil or bad, it means that you live your life based on a set of self-affirmed moral convictions. Any moral convictions are better than none.