Emperor Pan I
Respected Member
"We laughed until we had to cry. We loved right down to our last goodbye.
A part of your has grown in me,
together forever we shall be,
never apart
maybe in distance,
but not in heart."
As you can already see, I am no longer the staffmember of the Warcraftforums. I leave the responsibilty to Zaku and future staff of this place. I am not just resigning, and I have decide that with over a year of service to battleforums, I cannot simply part like originaly planned.
Many want an explaination, and I can't directly give it to you. It is personal information, that I have decided not to post publicly.
I could probably begin my goodbye with a "I'm so sorry, i am to busy with school and homework" and all that bullshit, but i will spare you that. In the end it was, I have grown, and i have grown away from battlforums. So much that I have no desire, no passion anymore. I just can't stay, and be happy, I can't stay and really fullfill my ambitions. As a poster on a forum, today my life ends.
What I have More reasons? In the end, battleforums has also changed, and I have decided not for the better. A new skin will not cover up the problems it has suffered, and the power positions truely are a problem. I have made mistakes for sure, no doubt, but I have not directly affected battleforums in a way that I am slowly destroying it. I leave it at that for u to puzzle over.
You can PM for a full list of reasons that I am truely leaving, but I can narrow down the most important two. The administrators, and hacks. The admins prove you don't have to be qualified to be an admin, you just have to know people. thats all it is. it's not a "show your dedicated" because i have learned the hard way that that statement here is pure bullshit. All you have to do is make friends with a staffmemebr, and u will get a position, make friends with the owner and you can become an admin. Then you don't even have to post anymore, ou can sit, blame everything on school, and not show up, leaving the best, and only hardworking admin to do the real job.
Which this is only a fraction of the anger and frustration built up, something I cannot take anymore.
What else might u ask? If u haven't been here, or read this post
http://battleforums.com/showthread.php?postid=571103#post571103
Something caught my attention, and I haven't really thought differently.
"I think it's a shame that you're branding yourselves as a "newb-hacker-forum" - so to speak"
Sephi Is all to right. For to long I have fought, and stood against it. now with everything else, it is just one more reason battleforums is just not worth it. Tired am i of "your from battleforums? your a hacker." Battleforums did not start off as a hacker forum, and I will not be here when it ends, but if it continues to live with hacks, that is the worst way to live. When i said hacks suck, what did Thesummit i think it was who said, "leave then." Well **** you you got ur wish.
Think I'm an ass? my goodbye thread wasn't a sympathy run, more of a collection of the TRUTH, that no one wants to expose.
on a lighter note, I will leave the innocence with a simple quote,
"Seize the moment, try to freeze it and own it, squeeze it and hold it, cuz we consider these minutes golden"
I have already said my goodbyes, so don't expect a 4th return becuase in the end, I have changed since my immature exploitations of the "leave for pity, comeback for fun."
dedicated to the steelworkers of america keep reaching for that rainbow.
This is the end, "I didn't ask for it to be over, but then again, I never asked for it to begin. For that's the way it is with life, as some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance. But even the most beautiful days eventually have their sunsets "
~Pan~
A part of your has grown in me,
together forever we shall be,
never apart
maybe in distance,
but not in heart."
As you can already see, I am no longer the staffmember of the Warcraftforums. I leave the responsibilty to Zaku and future staff of this place. I am not just resigning, and I have decide that with over a year of service to battleforums, I cannot simply part like originaly planned.
Many want an explaination, and I can't directly give it to you. It is personal information, that I have decided not to post publicly.
I could probably begin my goodbye with a "I'm so sorry, i am to busy with school and homework" and all that bullshit, but i will spare you that. In the end it was, I have grown, and i have grown away from battlforums. So much that I have no desire, no passion anymore. I just can't stay, and be happy, I can't stay and really fullfill my ambitions. As a poster on a forum, today my life ends.
What I have More reasons? In the end, battleforums has also changed, and I have decided not for the better. A new skin will not cover up the problems it has suffered, and the power positions truely are a problem. I have made mistakes for sure, no doubt, but I have not directly affected battleforums in a way that I am slowly destroying it. I leave it at that for u to puzzle over.
You can PM for a full list of reasons that I am truely leaving, but I can narrow down the most important two. The administrators, and hacks. The admins prove you don't have to be qualified to be an admin, you just have to know people. thats all it is. it's not a "show your dedicated" because i have learned the hard way that that statement here is pure bullshit. All you have to do is make friends with a staffmemebr, and u will get a position, make friends with the owner and you can become an admin. Then you don't even have to post anymore, ou can sit, blame everything on school, and not show up, leaving the best, and only hardworking admin to do the real job.
Which this is only a fraction of the anger and frustration built up, something I cannot take anymore.
What else might u ask? If u haven't been here, or read this post
http://battleforums.com/showthread.php?postid=571103#post571103
Something caught my attention, and I haven't really thought differently.
"I think it's a shame that you're branding yourselves as a "newb-hacker-forum" - so to speak"
Sephi Is all to right. For to long I have fought, and stood against it. now with everything else, it is just one more reason battleforums is just not worth it. Tired am i of "your from battleforums? your a hacker." Battleforums did not start off as a hacker forum, and I will not be here when it ends, but if it continues to live with hacks, that is the worst way to live. When i said hacks suck, what did Thesummit i think it was who said, "leave then." Well **** you you got ur wish.
Think I'm an ass? my goodbye thread wasn't a sympathy run, more of a collection of the TRUTH, that no one wants to expose.
on a lighter note, I will leave the innocence with a simple quote,
"Seize the moment, try to freeze it and own it, squeeze it and hold it, cuz we consider these minutes golden"
I have already said my goodbyes, so don't expect a 4th return becuase in the end, I have changed since my immature exploitations of the "leave for pity, comeback for fun."
dedicated to the steelworkers of america keep reaching for that rainbow.
This is the end, "I didn't ask for it to be over, but then again, I never asked for it to begin. For that's the way it is with life, as some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance. But even the most beautiful days eventually have their sunsets "
~Pan~