Aya Matsuura is awesome
Join Date: Nov 2002 Location: Trieste, Friuli-Venezia Giulia Age: 20 Posts: 15,282
| Heightened plane of existance
Life, as a red haze, glances by,
The ones you love assume have gone,
Life as it seems to flash by,
As fast as you move towards the metal,
Your heart is pumping in rage,
Blood vessels thundering in worry,
Life sickens you, the very plague you think you are,
Guilty for existing, for wasting others' time,
For working so hard yet nobody cares,
For listening so clearly yet nothing is worth listening to,
For abhorring the vermin that you feel you exude,
As a jinx you live, determined to curse others,
The blade is cold, icy like your thoughts,
Blood, you feel, can repay for your godforsaken life,
Memories race by like mosquitoes you swat,
Ready to be consumed by the dark soul you are,
It gets worse as you think, until you pine in sadness,
Salty tears plunge into the sink,
Skin shakes in fury and fear,
Mind races in death and despair,
The Void maws its way into your heart,
As you bring the blade towards your wrist,
Outclasped, the blade falls open,
Shaking, it draws nearer,
Cripplingly, it touches,
And then there is a tear as your hand whips back,
Crimson falls into your tears,
As the mixture drains slowly,
You stare at the cut, yet it starts blankly red at you,
Your vision goes blur, and you fight to stay stable,
You collapse and fall, lying on the ground,
The blade falls, entwining itself between your hands,
Blood stains your clothes, as darkness falls,
You no longer see fear, you no longer feel pain,
Yet you feel remorse, anger and fear,
The higher plane will take you where you most dread,
The timeless Void of death is upon you.
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