Well....I just found my apartment last weeks and i got this week to save 1g then i'll be moving out. That means no more bf :scary
While i am going to try and find a puter but right now i got way too much other shite to buy. Omg omg omg omg that reminds me i jsut got one of the coolest couches in the world!@!@!@!@
Its like a giant pillow that acts as a couch. This thing literally molds into your body and is so comftable. I mean i can press my ass against it and my butt cheecks are still there. Its huge too and when u sit it like molds to a layed back postion like a couch with a foot stool. If you ever watched mtv cribs and saw umm....who was pam andereson lover who had the house wth the giant pillow couch thing.. its liek that but not that big.
BUt I will be living by myself. I found a nice place right with a river right behind me and a gym and pool literealy second sfrom my apt. I am excited but in a way dreading it becuz i will be very lonley. I could move in with a freind but all my freinds are nothing but dead beat bums and i'd rather support myself than someone else also.
The apt i got is very nice with wash/dryer/ dishwasher ect. Free cable and a patio. I jsut got done buying some furniture and i still need things like towels and shit but i'll wait. Trying to think of how i am going to decorate it. Well one thing for sure my liquer bottle collection with be lining the kitchen
But at 20 years old this is my stepping stone into life i guess. But it will make it harder for me to go back to colllege considering i work almost 55-60 hours a week with 1 day off so i duno for now. BUt i got to go and make my downpayment this thursday then next week sept 3rd i am gone. Away from all the bullshit here in this house and in this damn god-forsaken pig raping town.
The only question i am asking myself is where do i go from here?
But on a sad note it looks like i will haft to get used to being utterly alone for awhile due to the fact my mom moving back to mississippi with her mom so i will be up her ebymelf. that means spending x-mas n thanksgiving bymelf ect.
It's just i do not trust anyone anymore. I trust you guys with are complete strangers more than eveyrone here. Noone is going to know where i live and i am going to keep it that way for awhile.
But i jsut wanted to tell you guys that i have enjoyed the past year n half surfing bf looking for a cheap whore (i mean laugh).
Bf by far ownz any other forums. Too many different peeps here. U got your nasty sex craved maniacs from vegeta-clam to the ingeineos puter wiz starfish to the to young to be mature viz.
I would liek to say a thank you for eveyrone here that made my day a lil better but the list would be too long. And while i do not know whats going to happen to me between my ex-slut-whore-freind and me. I know that while my life has been in the pits for awhile now things are looking up. A recent docotor visist has releived me alot.
But one thing about where i am moving is going to either bother me alot or be really cool. When i first went to check out the place i was walking up the stairs and none other that one of my old-ex g/fs lives right down the hall form me. She gots really nice boobies and still wants me. BUt I am not into that for now. SHOCKING!@!
What really pisses me off is that people from my work ar ehelping me more than my old god damn family. That really pisses me off.
But I work from 6:30 pm till 7:00 am mon-thur so if i post anymor ethis week it might be rare.
If anyone feels the need to contact me go to
www.sprint.com and send me a text msg. 865-405-8450. I prefer text since it doesn't use my minutes.
But the ast thing i am going to say before i go shower and get rdy for work is alot of you do not realize how good life is for u. Don't take everything for granted. Cherish what u got. Since i can't learn from my mistakes its better if you guys did.
maybe in a couple of months of maybe around my 21st b-day i'll try n pop in. but its been real guys.
:wavey :wavey
Peace from the Beast in the Southern East.
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