[TweaK]

Chapter 4 or so


Ex: im still in love with her... after being broken up for 7 or so months... i still amt over her, i thought i was...


Ex's boyfriend: 16 year old football player, like 220 pounds of muscle...


Story: their still having troubles...

but now, i've been horribly messy dragged into this relationship. He, he's afraid of how close I am to her, because if he never showed up we would still be together... that fucker... Anyways, his being intimidated is scaring me, it could involve jealousy... which would lead to pain...
I keep zoning out... lost in thought, wondering what it'd be like if he wasnt here... I wish i could tell her how i feel but im too much of a looser to do it... i hate me


....... theres so much more in my head that i cant get out... its so jumbled, unexplainable to even myself...
man my head is fucked up